hurting.

I don't understand people whatsoevr. I dont even really think that it is really people in general. I'm sure exactly why I'm writing but its the only thing thats keeping me from going insane. Listening to Brutha... The only music that is truly making me feel better right now.

oh the memories...

So I was reminiscing and came across these two vids... Man was I quite the tween.

FURB

lmao a very funny vid. I'm not exactly sure why I felt the urge to post this but hell it sure did make my day. LMAO so i thought I'd piss people off and make someone laugh in the process.

only love can onquer hate

"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves." - Mitch Albom

I'm tired of grudges. I'm tired of pretending I could care less friendships are diminishing. I'm tired of remembering I can't talk to you because we're "fighting". I'm tired of acting like my feelings are completely in tact. I'm tired of pride. I'm tired of being stubborn. I'm tired.

There is no point in holding grudges. Both sides can go on for days, months, years, not talking just because no one is willing to step down off his or her pedestal and say something.

Sure, a person can truly feel so infuriated that he or she feels as if he or she never wants to talk to the person on the other side ever again. But we, as people, get over it. It may not be a day, a month, or even a year, but it happens. We all make mistakes and we should forgive each other. Forgiveness is the key to happiness even if they do the unforgivable. This doesn't mean forget everything and act like everything is jolly ol' good in LaLaLand, but start to fixing the slightly bruised, or in some cases broken, relationships.

Hating or disliking someone is pointless. It doesnt bring any good emotions. It is a full-time commitment to hate someone; a waste of time.

We as people tend to take each other for granted. Who knows who is going to be here tomorrow and who is not? We should tell each other what we feel now. We need to live in the present, not the past and not the future.

"Only love can conquer hate."

hmmm

What I can't omprehend is how so many people how so many PEOPLE can say that special for letter word and let their actions prove otherwise. LOVE is a strong word and shouldn't be used unless you really mean it and are prepared for the baggage. I higly doubt that I am being bitter because I am not. At least that's what I'm trying to be. Its just hard when you have had your heart broken. So I dealt with some pretty crazy shit in the past fe days dealing with an ex (someone I loved ) and betrayal. That could just be the reason behind this post. I would love to vent but I cant truly help myself. This week I finally came to realization that what we had together is finally over and the situation pretty much sealed the deal. I am at the point where being friends isn't even an option. Sice we have been dealing wit h each other since I was about 16 pople like to say that we are soulmates. Four years later and we still managed to get back in touch with each other and rekindle old flames. Now those flames are gone and I really believe that I am finally through officially!I haven't cried and I hardly doubt that I will ever start.

twilight

Was by far the best movie to ever hit theatres in the year of 2008 with the exception of the dark knight. I must admit that I was a bit skeptical before I read the book thinking that it was just another tween book. After reading the saga (all 4 books ) I must say I was Oh so damn wrong! The movie was awesome. I thought I would be disappointed because the characters did not look as I had imagined that they would look. The commercials did them no justice whatsoever! Edward Cullen aka Robert Pattinson along with kristen stewart (bella ) hell teh whole cast was great I am by far obsessed with twilight from now on. The movie was great I highly suggest that everyone go to see it.