hmmm

What I can't omprehend is how so many people how so many PEOPLE can say that special for letter word and let their actions prove otherwise. LOVE is a strong word and shouldn't be used unless you really mean it and are prepared for the baggage. I higly doubt that I am being bitter because I am not. At least that's what I'm trying to be. Its just hard when you have had your heart broken. So I dealt with some pretty crazy shit in the past fe days dealing with an ex (someone I loved ) and betrayal. That could just be the reason behind this post. I would love to vent but I cant truly help myself. This week I finally came to realization that what we had together is finally over and the situation pretty much sealed the deal. I am at the point where being friends isn't even an option. Sice we have been dealing wit h each other since I was about 16 pople like to say that we are soulmates. Four years later and we still managed to get back in touch with each other and rekindle old flames. Now those flames are gone and I really believe that I am finally through officially!I haven't cried and I hardly doubt that I will ever start.