rain...

drip... drop... drip... drop... drip... drop...

See, in all actuality I am not really a very big fan of the rain whatsoever. Unless I am wrapped tightly in a cover in my apartment with a good movie and maybe some tea. LMAO. I know that came off somewhat as a old soul but what can I say... I like being comfortable and relaxed. Guess I feel a little different about it today. Although it has been raining all week and ruining most of my plans. I guess you can say that I have slightly gotten over it. It seems that tonight the rain is having a completely different effect on me. Rather than a deep seated urge to hibernate I'm in a seemingly artistic mood. In the mood for some much needed writing and maybe more. You may continue to torture the skies for now rain.

"Sometimes it's soft as a misty rain that gently touches my soul"

Artist Spotlight - Anjulie

guess its safe to say

That i am truly inspired... Corinne Bailey Rae... bomb shit if you not up on here she is definitely worth checking out as well as the wonderful Aja Monet. Passion at it's best.

so what... i got bored

me singing...

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its artist like this that me feel better when i have moments like these... when i feel like crap.

compilation of MY FAVES

True talent... this is the best thing to some up what I truly enjoy right now.
Corrine Bailey Rae, John Legend & John Mayer

product of a sleepless night

Letter to daddy

“It’s okay.” “It’s nothing.” “I’m fine.”
LIE
Contrary to popular belief what I feel I can’t deny
Cause it’s not okay. It’s everything. I’m not fine.

Though you hear what want to
And clearly there is nothing I can say or do
For I am nothing but a child of your bearing
And sadly it seems you’re far from caring

Though I know that’s not the case
And just maybe I’m a little off base
I mean I could be wrong
You could’ve heard me & cared all along

It’s just I never saw it in your face
Then when it came to priorities I took last place
I’m sure you have no idea how that feels
C’mon now let’s keep it real

Big star you are!
Ha, Mr. Football star
For the record it really SUCKED as a child
Kinda felt like an unsolved cold case that never got filed

Fun Fact #1: playing mommy is only fun when it’s pretend
But this childhood I could never mend
I guess the past is the past
And these tears seemed to have dried too damn fast

Oh wait, but big girls don’t cry right?
Big girls sleep peacefully every night.
Then what does that make me?
What exactly am I destined to be?

ehhhh

so what i'm a bit tarnished... all i have to say it...