oh my HERE is my moment -- lmao

-- The question isn't "what are we going to do," the question is "what aren't we going to do?" --

So today as I sit in Naia's class i can't help but make direct reference to my ferris... cause this is epic. I feel so sneaky even though in all actuality i'm quite sure im not lmao.. oh well i shall enjoy this for the next 30 minutes while it lasts. :D until next time

-- tish

St. Louis -- Spring Break day 1 & 2

First day I arrived to the "WashU family reunion" filled with a plethora of tasty foods and chaos i enjoyed myself nonetheless. I'm sure that post previous to this was a huge bummer but everyone has their days... hour... couple of minutes... hell moments. Luckily it passed <_< onto the fun. Last night was awesome filled with a bunch of yelling over a game of apples to apples... who knew that a game could get so intense... Then today we saw the wonderful play Fabulations or re-education of Undine:) cant wait to see what the week holds in store for me :D

... just a rant slightly

I don’t really know exactly how I feel right now. The feeling that I have that is festering deep within my chest is more like a deep open wound. All I can truly ask myself is ‘what the fuck am I doin here?’ I jumped up on a limb to take a trip that I was completely unsure about in the first place. Then again I have to take into consideration my constant urge to doubt myself. Yet I always feel that my suspicions are confirmed by the actions of others. This leads me to a plethora of conclusions far too complex to express. Although I am not alone I feel completely alone. As is I have nowhere to go and as the years have progressed the people that I did have and considered friends have slowly but surely began to diminish. Each friend has moved on and built significantly stronger and more meaningful friendships with others. As for me, Instead of creating the same with others I am not. I am still the same little girl who wishes that her friends would at least pretend to play with her. Though she has begun and mended each connection between those friends she has proven to be insignificant to each cause. This leaves her casted aside for the predators at their own discretion. Alone… again. This mood has to pass soon right? I sure as hell hope so.

Spring Break/ BIRTHDAY!

So I'm officially syked that my spring break is definitely right around the corner... why should you care? hell if I know... I just know I'm headed out to St. Louis and I am in the full mind set of having a freakin ball ! yay me lmao...

Oh and I must not forget that it is my EEFY's Birthday friday! YAY lmao... Felicia Shanay... that old fart! LOVE YOU FEEFERELLA!

90s Artist Spotlight - Belle Perez (1999)

Lmao I think i was like 11 when this song came out and make fun of me if you want this was my jam... i still love it to this day :)

CSU/UC Walk out

Great turn out today a lot of students and faculty showed up to support us and not only did this take place on our campus but campuses throughout California... We definitely stood united... great job CSU/UC systems...

Here are a few pictures and a video at the end from the protest...